我好像一个傀儡... Indeed, that's what I am like now.

When, where, what, why, who, how can help me get back to the normal me? I feel stressed, I feel tired, I feel like I am going to break down anything time. But, maybe I couldn't, maybe I wouldn't, maybe I musn't. So, I shall be myself now. I must pick myself up. No matter what happen, I will still make the best out of it, even if an asteroid attacked the earth (ehhem). Life is just like a dark corridor, when you walk through the saddest time of your life, a light will be waiting for you at the end. No matter how bright it is, it is still hope, hope that I must get hold of.

Well, I know I can do it. I don't care what others think of me. I am just me. I must 振作起来.