Let me hear you call my name.
Hi people. I am known as Sotong, Hen chao, Calara,i etc.
I am born someday in September and I am a virgo. So happy
guessing. (: I am currently studying and will be in the
next few years.
~Loves~1. Doraemon! :D 2. 边边 :D 3. 杜杜 :D 4. Laptop. :) 5. TV :) 6. Friends and Family :D 7. Reading :) 8. Surfing the net :) 9. Watching videos. :) 10.Laugh D:HatesD: 1. Vegetables 2. Some fishes 3. Some particular subjects in school -.- *Wishes* 1. Get a new phone. :D 2. Get all As (wait long long) 3. Get a new wallet (wait long long too) 4. Improve in almost everything! 5. Meet 杜杜 and 边边 in person (impossible D:) 6. Watch Jay Chou or SHE concert 7. Make more friends 8. More outings 9. Good immune system 10.Play the cello well 11.Go VJC. :) More than words.
You know you love me, too.
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What a very non-high day..
Monday, January 18, 2010
Hi pepos, I am very sad and emo now. I still can't believe I am so suey that will have such a junior. Haix. :( That's my fate. 这都是天意啊！Ok, I now like this word a lot. Haha. :D LOL Cos got one junior call that too. LOL Nevermind. Saw this junior standing at the steps of the CO room. Then I was like talking to my CELLO mates. I was like not talking to her or something like that. Then one of them tell me that she is considering to join CO. Ok, I am like very shock. I was thinking, why will even people join CELLO? Ok, no offence. :P But then teacher told her to play. Then in the end, she was like freaking pro? I am not jealous. But I was scared I will just get brush off the section just like. I don't want my half a year hard work go to waste. So, I am emo-ing the whole day. My stress is like adding up? I don't give a damn. Never mind, then, I feel like my tears are going to flow down my cheeks and onto my cello. Yes, I am that scared, I am that scared I will be brushed off. I can't believe it, I am actually scared. Ya, it might just be a CCA but yet you could be tied to the instrument. Since you have the passion for it. Why can't I? I am human, I have feelings. But I am just going take things like a game, a war. After you fail, climb up from the place and continue. I really feel like giving up, and the teacher look pissed. Fine, I admit, I am not good. But I have a heart of passion to learn. It does hurts. So I smsed Xiao mei, that moment, I feel like crying. Don't know why. But it was too embarrassing. I was playing the cello until I feel like throwing things. You might think I am siao or b!tchy but that's what you will feel if you have a love for something. Be it, somebody or somebody. I don't want to get brushed off, I want to fight with my section, CO. But if I get brushed off, I might just go other section or play for a few years without CIP points. And yes, that is useless. Like someone said, I feared this type of juniors like they will just be better than us then they will overtake us. Yes, This is a battle. It is THAT gruesome. And my teacher seems like very impatient. Fine, I don't give a damn too. I just know, I will do my best and prove that I can do it. And thanks to my seniors: Valerie and Zhao Yi and my BBFL, beloved Xiao Mei, I have the courage. Three cheers for them. :) I will be practising a lot next few times. I don't give a damn that whether teacher feels impatient or not, I only know, this is it. This is my game and I will play it well.Anyways, today in class, it was freaking funny? My neighbour kept saying she is a chiobu. Ahaha. :D Then she will smile and give a 'V' sign. Then funny. LOL And thanks to Xiao Mei, I have the courage to do my best! Thank you XIAO MEI! :DDDDD and not forgetting my seniors. :D This song it for you, Xiao mei. :D And I will always listen to this song when I feel down. I will always remember the hardwork in the beginning and not give up. :D GO GO GO! :D Toodles~ I will post tomorrow if possible. :D |
Goodbye.
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