Haiz. Feeling very negative now. Don't exactly know what is the reason. I am practically listening to emo musics. Haiz. Maybe is my mum calling me shut down the laptop but I don't know feel like. School's reopening soon. Feeling scared, have no exact reason. My mum is nagging every now and then. Maybe that's the reason. She expects me to keep up with my result this year or improve. Haiz. Stress is pouring up now. I feeling a sense of dejavu like last year when my result is going down in the Mids. Trying to make myself feel relax and prepare for the challenge next year.

Going to give up a lot of things next year for my studies: laptop, smses, tv, time and a lot more. I remember we still have a CO concert next year. I am seriously dead meat. Maybe I am counted as a senior, but a senior who is equally a standard of Sec 1? I doubt so I will improve until the concert. Wish there is something call miracle. Haiz. :(

Talking a lot of negative thing here. Listening to Gary Cao Ge's song. Feel like crying. I feel like shouting out like. Maybe I will do it here. Don't mind me. :P

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Ok. Still not feeling good AT ALL. Maybe a little bit. I want to watch Tao Hua Xiao Mei and Xia Yi Zhan Xing Fu tomorrow. :) Maybe this is the last show I am going to watch in this holiday. Wait no. Still have one more weekend. Hehe. This is a miracle I bothered to type so much here. Feel bored nowadays. Have no idea why. Seems like a lot of things had stopped and past. Hope life is like a video player. Pause, stop, fast forward all under our control. Time does fly quickly. Heh. Stress is indeed here. That's why my pimples are popping out. Argh. Definately hate them. Haiz. Wish I could start adapting to school. Haha. That is stupid. I went back to school so often this holiday. I am bonded to it though. I am not being sarcastic k? LOL. Stop here now. Maybe I can try posting here.

PS Anybody can find the show 泰勒瓦 for me? I want to watch!!! And 宫 too. I can find Goong. So leave it. Hehe. I am being random. Love to all my friend and family out there. :)